Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Hey everyone, I am sitting here at MTI putting the finishing touches on my first ever blog.  I am overwhelmed at the thought of moving to Leticia in just over a week.  I also reflect on the thought that God is trying to pull me out of my thinking "I don't need anyone else." and "I can do it all myself."  He has convicted me of that this week.  I am conflicted as a result.  If He is telling me that this is wrong thinking, then why, oh why is He moving me away from my family and friends?  After pondering this prayerfully, I have come to understand that He wants me to be fully dependent on Him first.  He wants me in His word and that will sustain me through this journey.  So, I am thankful that he loves me so much that He wants all of me.